Sunday, May 16, 2010

my heart on a plate

these are some of the peoms i wrote and some are the ones my friends gave after a really bad break up i had.

I blame you for the smile on my face, the laugh in my voice, the loving look in my eyes, I blame YOU for the tears in my eyes, the sleepless nights, the confusion, hate, the all together wishing to be gone. I blame you for making it my favorite time in my life. I blame you for me blaming you. I blame me for falling for a asshole like you

I love him and only want him to be happy if that being with her I hold back the tears and tell him to go for it.

Life isn't about waiting for a storm pass ….. It’s about learning how to dance in the rain.

I'm going to smile like nothing’s wrong. Talk like everything's perfect act like it’s all a dream and pretend like he's not kissing her.

Because of him she falls asleep with tears in her eyes iPod on high blocking out the world

Feel my pain hear my screams And Watch me fade

I NEED A HUG PLEASE…….

I'm sick of people telling me it’s going to be ok….. Just let me cry and tell me you’re going to kill him.

Sick of crying tired of trying yeah I'm smiling but on the inside I'm dying.

Never regret anything in life because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.

KISS ME IN THE POURING RAIN.

I try to hold out I try to be strong But sometimes I break.

Music is the medicine of a breaking heart

The worst thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth the truth.

Take my hand…………..Well make it ………I swear.

If you are alone, I’ll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I’ll be your shoulder. If you need to be happy, I`ll be your smile. But any time you need a friend, ill just be me.

She finally gave up. She dropped to the fake smile as the tears ran down her check she whispered to herself I can’t do this anymore

It seems like magic how every time I cry u know when to call or how when I smile you’re the person who caused it. But how it hurts like hell when u lose it.

The day I die I wonder who will say good bye to their friend, lover, sister, daughter, and who will forget the person they once said I love you too.

I love you
that’s not just words
it’s a promise.

I don’t want to runaway any more, I don’t want to be broken anymore.

I love standing In the rain because no one can see me crying. On the outside I'm ok but on the inside I'm dying.

How do I smile when the person who's the only one who can make you smile when you fell like shit is gone?

All other people just made cracks; but you truly shattered my heart.

Sometimes you have to smile pretend everything's ok. Hold back the tears and just walkway.

I'm going to smile like nothing’s wrong talk like everything's perfect act like its all a dream and pretend like nothings hurting me.

I was stupid to think my life was perfect. When I was with you, I was only dreaming to think you could love me.

I'm lost in my mind I have ever since that night; yet everyone is right by me. Only one can bring me back but with chance it won’t work.

I wanna be the girl he gives his hoodie to wear and cuddles up next to when it’s cold. He`ll be the one who comes up behind me wraps his arms around my waist catches me off guard and whispers beautiful when I'm in sweats and no makeup.

I hide behind my brains, friends, family only so he doesn’t see me for the monster I am. But who I pretend to be.

to think one persons love could change the monster i came to be after my heart shattered so many moons ago.

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